Right now I am struggling with bpd and addiction to drugs…I try to stop the drug and then I just go to another destructive behaviour…all I do is go back and forth between each other…anyone else go through the same thing….
I really can’t believe it is already Aug…I am wondering does anyone have any suggestions on any Addiction books or workbooks…im wanting to get some to read…
This brought tears to my eyes and hit home hard…making me really think about my addiction to meth…I think it’s time I really need to get help…
Thanks for reading and please share and get out the awareness
I want to wish all the father’s out there…happy father’s day…
I want to wish my father in heaven a happy father’s day…evan though I never got to know you, one day I will get that chance…until then rip…
Hugs to all
The other day I attended my first NA meeting. To be honest I’m not sure why I even went. I thought that going to meetings like these are suppose to keep you from using drugs? Well, that’s not what happen with me. Going to that meeting caused me to have very strong cravings, and I wanted to get out of there fast and go home and call a friend. That is what I did when I got home, and so that day I relapsed.
I no for sure that I am NOT going to another NA meeting. That was not what I thought the point in those meetings.
Right now I just feel that there is no point in trying to quit. I always end up relapsing and start using again…I am so lost right now and hate myself, for picking up the phone and calling my friend
I really don’t know if I should be happy or sacred that I have been clean now for 10 days. The last time I made it this long I ended up relapsing…..I don’t want to do that so wish me luck. Next week im starting a group so maybe that will help. ..