BPD and an Addiction 

Hey, 

Is there anyone else who has BPD and is also struggling with an addiction?  I  am really struggling right now with a drug addiction. Both BPD and an addiction with drugs don’t mix. I feel like I’m losing my mind and can’t deal with anything anymore.  I really don’t know what to do… I use most of the time to numb all that comes with my BPD and there’s a lot. I really have tried to stop many times,  but then something happens and I need to feel that numbness…


Cancer Sucks 

Cancer really sucks…

Just found out that Cancer once again has touched another one of my family members… A couple years ago I lost my aunt to cancer, now by uncle has another form of it. For the past 10 years he has faugh brain cancer, they didn’t think he would make it this long and now he has another form of it… I can’t take another loose in my family right now. 

I wish that they could find a dann cure for all the cancers…


Feb, 7th 

I haven’t posted yet this year, and my goal was to post more. I’m failing there. This year really hasn’t started good, but I hoping that it gets better. 

Next week I’m supposed to be starting a new DBT group, I am ready for that. I think I need to get structure back into my life and not sleep all the time.  My goal for this group is to actually go, participant, do the homework, and then complete it. I would really be proud of myself if I can do all those things, so wish me good luck…

I hope you all have a great day…

Ready for the new year!!!

I am so glad that Christmas is finally over with, I do love the holidays but this year it just don’t feel the same. I’m just ready for the new year to begin. One positive thing is I did get to see my son. I really hate that kids grow so fast. My son is going to be turning 17 in March and it feels like he was just a baby. He is taller then me and now has his permit.

Anyways I hope that you all had a good Christmas…

Happy New Years

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